Sunday, October 10, 2010

throwing out da pain!!!

9 oct 2010...
where???? Puteri Harbour laa....anyway,,,after a long 2 mnths of hurt and pain..i've decided...da best is waiting for me...
soo aper lg.....dewi,get ready get set 1 2 3 GO!!!!......dats what i'm doing......

Sumtimes...i do feel i'm just like a grass....moving on a huge field...when da wind push me north, so there i'll go, and i'll be to the south too if dats what the wind wishes for.....what am i???? human being,,,dats what i am???? like a race of grass?????

pushing all da pains out of me,, dats not an easy task...coz there are people who is willing to kill themselves just becozz od a simple prob....but dats not what i should do....dats not what i am as a muslim should do.... Allah olwes test his love ones by their own strength...and i guess,, i am strong enough for dis.....dis is me.... i can do it!!!! create a new future.....

having a person next to u may be a blessing....having a person to share da ups and downs in life may be a miracle for me.....

am i worthful to be love?????
am i dat better than da others????
am i dat good to them???
am i????am i??????
dewi is just not on da name....and will soon be a Dewi dat i've create....
i am worthful and i should give myself a second chance!!!
ganbatte kudasai dewi!!!


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