i am smiling..........
he told me.....stop asking help from others..rely on him....
he told me...he'll be there for me....
he told me......anythg do tell him....cozz he needs to noe.....
i told him....i am letting go of others for him......
i told him.....not all da times i need him,he'll be there......
i told him....he nevaaa share evrythg with me.....
so what's there to be hold on????what's there to be cherissh of??? we r just pulling ropes from each end and there will be no ending.... if i push him away..he'll just do the same thing to me...soo what is da great thing of tolak ansur??? maner pegi tolak ansur??
i am still smiling....
it is sooo damn hard to let go of da things we love...it is soo hard to forget evrythg in a twilight...but i manage to do it....i try my best to stop being selfish...but y cant he do da same??? mesti psl die dh penah kener trick b4...sooo he is making me as the place for punishment....y must i deserve all dis???is dis my punishment??? smpi biler kener tanggung??? when can i feel da best moment of being love...or am i being punish to love sum1 whole hearted and will neva get da 100% love back.....
i am smiling...
i noe...i am not worthful...i am not worth it when he look me in da eye...he cant touch me full hearted cozz there will always be da shadow of other gurl in his eyes and thoughts...
xper......i still can smile....
i am holding hard to my smile..........
i olwes smile...dat is dewi kan???? angel of smile...a person to draw a smile on other's face..even when a dewi cant smile...she will smile when others r smiling.....i can smile...i noe i can...i can smile happily even when my world starts tremble down...i can smile...even my hearts is torn to pieces...dis is DEWI...
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