me looking so damn hepi.......but what should i do....dis is da best i can do....
inside..i am terribly lost...
dewi sulastri is just
a loner now...or it is just me feeling da alone shouting in myself....once upon a time ago, i was sooo spoil with all da love dat was given more then what i needed.....
now....my heart and soul is fill with just a person....a man who have touch my heart in just a short notice...without me noticing dat i am lost in his hands...i am in his power....
what i miss da most....now....
is da touch of a sincere love from a guy.....a touch where i can feel it deep in my heart....a voice whisper in my ears saying everythgs alrite love...i am here with you....da eyes dat look me from afar...and i can sense his eyes protecting me....da love dat beyond my imagination.....even though others said do not love her soo much...but he did it...da precious conversation where our hands collide and our eyes see through each others soul....when i look at him..he can feel da love and will come close to me and pat me on my lips....da looks of desire dat shows how deep is his love....
i felt nothing is coming now....nothing is coming close to what i miss da most....or is dis da wrong way of how love is define as....
| inspired from Tom Bennett's 'Alone' Alone to cry Alone to smile Alone to die And all the while I'm Alone to wander And Alone to live Alone to ponder What should have been Alone to discover A world full of pain Alone with no mother To chase away The fears that i dream of things that i should not say But I'm Alone with my dreams Alone each and every day Alone to live Alone to learn Alone in joy Alone in hurt Alone in morning Afternoon and the night Alone without knowing Alone in life Alone I was born And alone I will die Alone walking through life Alone Without pride How are you satisfied Living life like you do When you know there is some one out there Who could use a friend like you No one will know how I live No one will know who I am No one will know how i felt No one will ever give a damn It’s no fun to be alone To do everything on your own To live with no recognition No one to share my pride with Wanting to have someone To live my life with But for now... I will continue alone And all alone... I am always alone. James Fumich |
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