Friday, June 10, 2011

my fault....again...again....

macam mane nak jd isteri idi, kalo idi ajk pi yassin mlm jumaat tp dewi lg suker pi berfoya ngn kwn2.....

yeah...dewi saje kuar....dewi suker2 kuar....yeah i am not a good gurl...so????u r soo baek ke??? u took me from a man who loves me....u are olwes late...yet i neva complain.....u complain bout my clothing like makcik or nenek, when i neva care what u look like......i just accept u the way u are.....u yell at me just becoz i go without smsing u....u neva text me the whole day yet i neva yell at u once....i just want to get the love i deserve...if u cant give it dats enough...
xyah ckp i am a bad gurl for toying with other man, or i am just not good enough for u.....pleasee....just go and stop hurting me.......i learn my lesson.....i am just not the best gurl for u...pleasee i beg u....u olwes say i am too emotional..yet u r da one who throw all the painful words to make me feel bad...and u put the blame that i am emo....gosh...all the rubbish u throw to me like i am a dumpster yet u blame me for collecting all ur rubbish....cant u just let go of ur ego for a moment to understand me...it is olwes me who need to understand u..or u will say...y i cant understand u.....guess u r too perfect to change and accept me.....now,,after all his mistake he said " dewi learn from ur mistake"..my mistake????my fault????i ask for it soo i get it????fine...........i thought it was easy..but being with idi wasnt easy....cozzzz loving being with a man who only love himself was not easy..............................it kill me badly....

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