Wednesday, August 3, 2011

what i learn.......


Be thankful for what you have; you’ll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don’t have, you will never, ever have enough.
~ Oprah Winfrey ~

sumtimes i am tooo gloomy to say out loud my mistake and what i have learn in life....
instead i will tend to point out others mistakes......
i just couldnt find what is the meaning of blissness maybe due to i may not noe who da person who taught me the word blissness anymore.....
thus,,,dis is the life i gain......

like a person said to me...naper laaa tiap malam must me soo sad and gloomy.....
i just couldnt answer it out loud....
"i have learn my lesson........."
he said summore.....naper laaa xleh tidow and stop being a critical thinker everynyte....
i kept quiet again....
what i cud feel is y am i turning into a monster?????y cant i be happy and live the life that i want to.....
i just wish and hope.....all the things dat is wrong with me will heal fast.....i am losing myself.....betol kater org "i have a problem not other people....soo i am the one who need help"...

am i getting crazier??????
am i losing my grip on my humanity????
am i forgetting and letting things go????

ps: pleaseee give back my sanity........ =(


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